❥ A Fairytale With You

Sunday, March 23, 2008 ; 9:30 PM

wan ling and me!=)

caleb n me

wanyu me

wanyu caleb me

this is the cute winnie the pooh from the tikam machine

HOT MILO

This is going to be a v v v long post...

thurs, aft training, 7pm:
went suntec with mr loh. bought the tees for huahui and bought 1 red tee and 2pants for myself. 40%discount plus mummy pay! wohoo! den we went to eat dinner. at some ramen restaurant. we walked two rounds before deciding on the place. i had seafood ramen and shared unagi with him. dinner was quite nice. wanted to queue for donuts but it was too late. so we went back to my hse, packed my bag and drank soup. den we left my house. went to 7-11 got some sweets. waited for bus 963. mr loh headed home while i went to huan's place. =) reached ard 11plus and the moment i met her we jus cant stop toking. thr's so many things to cover. so many things tt we missed out in each other's lives. felt damn good to see her again. miss her so so much.

we went to the kitchen to cook supper for ourselves. huan wanted to fry eggs, but ended up i did the frying coz she dunno how! n i jus bathed la, ended up smelling like fried eggs. =X she cooked maggie mee with the dinner soup and it was so freaking salty. haha. den there was bacon. yum yum. my fav. haha. but i couldnt finish my noodles. so she ask zhenyi(her cuzzin) if he wans. den he sae he wans. so she jus took my spoon and bowl and her chopsticks to gif him. DORTS. i was like "eh my spoon leh". she was like "nvm la he dunno" -.- it's so her. den we went back to the room and chatted some more. decided to go out with her the next day....

fri morning:
woke up at 8am plus in her arms. feel kinda nice. we r so les but who cares. LOVE HER LOADS.
and we washed up at the same time in the same toilet.=) den we planned for the aftnoon. decided to ask roy and gang out. plan was: 3pm meet huan watch 5.20pm sky of love, 7.30pm meet the rest for horton. while i was packing my bag to go home first, i was like "shud jus leave my stuff here and tell my mum i forgot, den can come back for another nite" den she was like "ok!" but i humji la. so din. when i reached home, i quickly changed to smth hip(theme for the day: im the man, huan's the lady). and oh my god! i love mummy! she allowed me to stay for another nite(had to bring everything back to huan's). ended up wearing yellow spag with the new pants i bought. plus my orange shoes. wohoo. i love my shoes. carried my big addidas bag. looked v manly with a tinge of feminine. went for the lunch gathering with mummy's side. my cute little cuzzin was like "ah xuna jie jie, why u wear until like tt?" den i asked " i wear like tt not nice ah?" den he say " HAO KAN!" ahaha. so cute! love him deep deep.

we had a big room plus ktv to ourselves, i sang quite a few songs. i sang guo huo and kinda stunned the rest. my xiao yi was like can go sing ge tai alr. =X camwhored with my cuzzins. den had to rush off alr. had loads of fun with my family. so cute la. i rushed quickly to clementi to meet my beloved to go sch. was drizzling at sch and was forced to wear a hoodie. =X sat at the grandstand awhile. den huan text me and told me her dad din allow her to go out. my first reaction was "her dad is an asshole". if she was beside me she would totally agree with me. in the end she managed to come out but muz go hm early. so we ended up cancelling all the movies and went for dinner. before tt we went shopping for yl's present. bought him havianas.

went to the fountain outside taka to meet roy, yl and ali. when they saw us they were stunned. coz apparently i dressed too manly and shocked them. roy first thing he said to me was" yellow banana". haha. i was damn shocked tt ali was wearing a skirt. when i asked her when did she become so feminine, she went " like tt v feminine meh. it's because u become so man, tt's why u think it's feminine". dorts. shyt. shud haf worn smth more feminine to make her realised tt i've become more gurlie den ever. went ajisen for dinner, kc joined us ltr. aft dinner, we went separate ways. yl and ali went for movie. roy and kc and their gfs went double dating. me and huan head for her house. both of felt tt we've drifted from tt clique.=( coz they always go triple date. nvm. me and huan are a pair too. haha. at the beauty world busstop her mum called and we quickly alight to meet her and family. bought some papers and rub-ons. sat on huan's lap in the car. n zhen yi tot yixuan was a guy when i was jus rite beside him.-.- how blur can he be. the moment we reached home, went up to the room and started making cards. ideas jus kept coming. and my dear huan decided to ask bryan to call MY FONE to chat. but tt's coz im kind enuff to lend her. and i used her fone to text my beloved.

ard 10pm, he ended his frenly match. and he was panicking how he shud come to huan's hse from balestiar. how i wished i was thr to see his frantic face. muz be freaking cute. he took the 2nd last 963 and met me at huan's bus stop. and she was like walking further away toking on my fone. chatted with my beloved awhile and the last bus came and he had to go. was so touched. came all the way down jus to tok to me for 20mins. so sweet of him. =) went back to her house did some stuff. and went to bed. ard 3am.

sat morning:
supposed to wake up at 8.30am, we woke up at 9plus. quickly washed up. and left her place ard 10.15am. hugged her goodbye coz we were going different ways.=( haix. happy times pass too fast. reached home and unpacked my stuff. mr loh came over ard 12plus. studied. daddy cooked. finish homework and got onto cutting clothes for hua hui. while we detaching the hemmings, mummy came in with a bowl of noodles. and i was too lazy to move. so mr loh fed me while im lying down. mummy saw. instead of scolding him for feeding me( which i thot she would), she scolded me for lying on the floor while eating. =X ard 6plus, we went out. wanted to watch sky of love but left with single seats. sad-ed. ah well, nvm. den we went to the tikam machine. spent 2bucks. the money exchange machine cant read new notes so we deicded to go for dinner first. ate kfc. and FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE I HAD HOT MILO AT KFC! coz i cant drink cold drinks and mr loh had to make me desperate for mountain dew by drinking so happily in fronta me. *bite* den we went back to the tikam machine. and got wad i wanted! was so freaking cute! like it alot.

next, we decided to look for his triplet bro at suki sushi. he's working as a cashier cum waiter. 0.o we decided to wait for him to finish work. so we walked ard in cine. bought stickers, nail art and folding papers at more than words. mr loh paid for them =) thank you! den we went to num, and other shops. by the time we reached 1st level it was ten plus. went to cheers, bought green tea, sweets and PUSH POP! wz paid using his cashcard. cant believe i wanted push pop. -.- i guess im too young at heart. >.< nicely =")

sunday nite:

m currently stressing over financial prob! how m i going to spend this week with not a single cent?! PLUS dashu's and joey's bdays fall on this week. -.- die die die

dear God, pls let money rain down instead of water droplets. =X

Wednesday, March 19, 2008 ; 9:03 PM

is mas selamat so smart to bleach himself?

da shu and i went to far east today. on the to the bus stop, on the bridge, we saw this malay guy abt my height (162cm) and is LIMPING ON THE LEFT LEG! isit HIM?? but he is fair. maybe he really go and bleach his skin how!

anyway, went to amk all alone to find tt chinese physician. he v nice. he gave me FOC! coz im a gurl and im a student. so yea. foc. so cool la. ahaha. den aft tt went to chinatown, combed the whole area jus to find one pair of pants for hua hui! had to go grandma hse and use the sewing machine.

im feeling much much better today. everything's ok now. i think. but life sucks coz some1 is not free on fri. it's good friday leh. wad if got church? where got arrange frenly match during holiday de, esp when it's a holy holiday. R THEY DUMB OR R THEY DUMB?! furthermore, they still wan to occupy people's precious saturday morning. wth la. one day, im so gonna bite the organisor for spoiling my plans with my beloved. argh. *bite*

Tuesday, March 18, 2008 ; 8:11 PM

GET LOST, B*TCH!

ARGH! xuan is feeling damn f*cked up now. she has been feeling emo since yst. her sadness and dismay had been building up. finally, she couldnt take it today. she cried. twice. still feel like crying.

studies. judo. back.

xuan feels like hiding at home. going to east coast and shout. shutting herself out from the whole world.

she wans her smiles back.

Saturday, March 15, 2008 ; 12:34 PM

ARGH, MY NOSE IS GOING TO FALL OFF SOON. =X hate to do chores. my sensitive nose will go sniff sniff. and i got training ltr. how to perform my best sia. plus my stupid weak back. argh. better go see sinseh soon. if not i will die v badly. 12more days to the individuals. have to work really hard.

today's the last training for sir. mr koh will be taking over officially from the next training onwards. will definitely miss brother. hope he keeps his words and come back often.

Thursday, March 13, 2008 ; 11:50 AM

I WANNA SEE U BADLY...

Wednesday, March 12, 2008 ; 11:25 PM

went for chinese society today. was one hour late. -.- went thr saw instructor's daughter. freaking dao la! but still managed to coax her into befrending me. ahaha. but oh my god. she freaked me out! she fell down the steps la. luckily she nv break any bones. was damn shocked! *faint* den went hm and changed and met da shu at far east. (ching pangseh). den i ate long john chatted with da shu. n went to meet ching at vivo at 5.15pm. but she was still late. joey was the earliest.

den me joey ching zhenyi yj went to walk ard. joey wanted to buy shoes. saw smth he like but too bad dun haf his size. ahaha. den we went to toy'r'us. n boon ping join us shortly. had some retarded moments.

ard 6.30pm, we went carnivore to meet sir. the food was nice but we were all v bloated abt an hour plus later. =X we were all so full. and we din noe the drinks nid to pay. joey and yj ordered 2nd cup. -.- 7bucks for lime juice and 6 for iced tea. wth la. haha. damn ex. in the end, 6 of us paid 61bucks each.

blah blah blah...n went hm. m so lazy to type out everything. more importantly is tt we all had fun.

haiz. but me, being insensitive, broke someone's heart. sorry!=( loves.

Monday, March 10, 2008 ; 11:35 PM

Jus got hm like 45mins ago. had tuition. today was a v packed day. n argh i got like 11 mosquito bites due to the training camp. freak. itchy all over.

anyway, woke up ard 9am den replied ppl. den went back to slp again. the next time i woke up was 12pm. =X den daddy served me lunch. so nice of him! he's becoming more and more like a mummy. open door for me when i go out, serve me meals, help me do stuff like cutting fruits... but im not treating them like maid k! that's their way of showing they love me. hahaha.

anyways, met ching at 3pm at orchard. we walked ard and chatted. den we went cine's diva to get a pair of "best fren" necklaces. den we went to the opened space coffee club. i had iced mocha latte while ching had iced ranbutan. we shared a muddy mud pie. haha. den it was time to leave my beloved ching.

at 5.30pm, i left ching and headed to j8 to meet letty. haha. tot could see some nice bag. but we din even see the one we wanted la. den popular got sale. so we went to take a look. and bought 2 pencil case. coz one cost $1.50 the other cost $1.20. damn retarded la. we bought two coz we to shy to bring the strawberry shortcake one to tuition. ahaha. den we went for tuition and now im back home.

took a long bus ride home. so that i could spend some time reflecting.

i miss u. loves.

Sunday, March 9, 2008 ; 6:05 PM

i jus got home from training camp. thurs ended CT. den next day had to report to get chi A's result and camp. reached sch ard 11.45. wanted to reach early at 11.15 so tt could pei some1 before getting the result. but den daddy cooked n ask me to eat some first. the way he asked was like so loving and caring. couldnt bear to reject him. plus he scoop for me la. so sweet of him. love daddy!<3

went to sch, n some1 so sweet, waited for me at the bus stop. den helped me carry all my camp stuff. haha. was super heavy la. den saw ching in sch. den went up to dojo to put the stuff first so tt ltr can be more free n easy. on the way up and back down to the canteen i was being lectured. argh. wasnt feeling so great but yea it's my fault. SORRY! NO MORE NEXT TIME, I PROMISE!
den it was time to go up to the audi. haven noe the result, tears in my eyes liao. too nervous. glad he was there to calm me down =) hugs. i got A for chi. called mummy n cried. haha

Aft tt, we left for swensens at tp. decided to get the j1 judokas to join us. i ate alot la. had prawn and fruits salad n shared chocolate fondue with my beloved. haha. spent a total of 45bucks. ard 3.40 we headed back to sch. soon had to report for camp and v she bu de my beloved. haix.

had pt. and almost puke wadever i had. ate too much. =X. den blah blah blah. it's train eat rest train eat rest. but tues morn had to attend econs seminar at ntu. could have gone with fellow sheep. but his lips got kissed by some insect (spider, hornet or bee) so he had to see doc. n i had to go alone. and lonely lonely me took a long bus ride to boon lay to meet letty, elane, sush and rachel. i din expect the seminar to take up a whole day la. by the time i reach sch is like 7.15pm and i haven ate. bought some bread to eat and my beloved brought me apples n a cushion so tt i could slp better. THANK YOU! <3

but the sad thing...my beloved is going away for 6days...sobs...4 more days..will miss ya.

haix. now my mind is thinking abt alot of stuff. they r disorganised. m filled with emotions now. sadness. happiness. frustration. angst. confused. some misunderstandings can nv be resolved. m a happy little gurl, am i not? i can overcome all obstacles n reach my goal. blah blah blah. many many thots running thru my mind...

hope to see u soon...loves..

GET A MEDAL IN INDIVIDUALS!(new goal)

Friday, March 7, 2008 ; 12:26 AM

IT'S OVER!!! finally, no more tests for the time being!=) YEAH! econs was totally screwed. but i din really care coz it's fun aft the paper. had a budget lunch in school with elane letty marilyn rachel sheryl and sush. aft tt me letty elane marilyn and rachel went to watch leap years at cine. den me elane and marilyn bought tix for L change the world too. haha. watch 2 movies at cine. as usual, i cried. for both movies. haha.

before the movie, we had lots of time so we went to the tikam machine. shyt la. can really get addicted de. n my luck today is really bad! ahaha. sadded. but ah well, we all had fun. we laugh like non-stop and it's really nice time out with the gurls. it's like my first time out with them n i really enjoyed myself. haha. we can talk non-stop.

Aft leap years, rachel had to go. so the rest of us went heeren to shop. and the gurls jus coo-ed me into trying a dress. and i bought it! 70bucks! nice but kinda ex. but ahh well. they kip saying nice so no choice muz buy. =X den im officially broke le la. din haf a single cent with me! =X

blah blah blah and the day went on...too lazy to type...hahaha

hmmm. tml's the day. kinda nervous come to think of it now. i cant retake my chi like wad i did for O's. n im pretty sure im not gonna get the grade i wan. haix. totally screwed up the oral. cant do well anymore. sobs. but life goes on...=)

Wednesday, March 5, 2008 ; 12:09 PM

LIFE REALLY SUCKS! I WAN TEN PANADOLS PLEASE! =X finally i din cab today. but had to wake up so much earlier. haix. well, haf to make a choice. today was math paper. quite ok. but ARGH I LOST ALL MY MARKS AT DIFFERENTIAL EQUATIONS! 18marks la. muz really go revise tt chapter le. totally suck at it. haix. tml last paper econs gonna screw up oso (coz im here typing this). =X

AFT 11AM tml, i will be FREE FROM PRISON(studying). anyone wanna jio me out?>.<>
PLUS LEAP YEARS AND L CHANGE THE WORLD. i think two faces of my gf shud be quite funny oso. wanna watch.

BUT HAIX! thurs muz really play alot coz friday will be damn depressing. gonna get back chi and pw A level result at 12.30pm. den wanna spend some time with my beloved one. DEN TRAINING CAMP COMMENCES AT 4.30pm. haix. gonna holiday liao yet my life still so busy. plus sat morning got ntu econs course to attend. muz leave training for like half a day and go back to train hard again.

dunno can train anot...back still pain...haix...

hold me close to u please.

Tuesday, March 4, 2008 ; 4:54 PM

ARGH! I SHALL WAKE UP EARLY TML! another $16.45 fly away..but this time uncle nv scold. he nv tok much oso. so unfrenly =X. argh argh argh. chem screwed geog screwed everything screwed!!! wth! how stupid can i get. i made a stupid careless mistake and 13marks gone! freak! argh! dumb!

haix...i guess im so dead now. 29 mar ptm. it's my doom's day la. haix... sad life...

Monday, March 3, 2008 ; 1:29 PM

thinking tt i was gonna be late for gp common test (coz i saw the bus left), i panicked and decided to cab. so i called for a cab. it took abt 5mins to come. den when i board the cab, i told the uncle, " uncle, could u pls drive faster so tt i wont be late?" den the uncle scold me, "fast?! how to fast?! JAM LAHH!!" i was taken aback by the reply la. WTH! i take a cab so tt will reach faster rite. let him earn money still scold me sae it's my own bloody fault. but the thing is tt i din wake up late la. i went to buy sweets den miss the bus can. stupid sweets. =X den aft tt the uncle ask me, where is onraet road. so i said it's aft stevens road, DUN TURN AT STEVENS ROAD. den at the exit to stevens road, the uncle about to turn. luckily i stop him. den he scold me again, "den jus now u tell me stevens road, next time say PIE go straight la". WTH LA! i said alr rite. is he dunno where the hell onraet road is la. UNCLE, U NID A STREET DIRECTORY LA! ok nvm. den i said sorry though no my fault. den i ask him to drop me at the bus stop. "drop u at the busstop? crazy ah? will fine! ur father rich, tt's why drop u at busstop!" was his comment. FREAK LA! everything i sae oso wrong. next time dun cab in the morning liao. dun take cab no. 3666!!! ARGH!!! SOME MORE IT'S SO EXPENSIVE!! IT COST ME $16.15 PLUS SCOLDINGS FROM UNCLE!

anyway, i wrote the topic " are we responsible for the world's poor?" hope i din write out of point. and the compre is tough. =X m so dead.

N WAD M I DOING HERE! I SHUD BE MUGGING FOR CHEM AND GEOG! yixuan ah yixuan.. u r so dead...

to all students out thr...pls study consistently..dun end up like me...hugging buddha's leg...hoping jus to pass..

JIAYOU, PEOPLE! loves